A friend that bleeds is better;

A friend that bleeds is better;
you need me like a bad habit

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Untouchable Passions

We're all numbers; single digits, multiplied by zeros subtracted by fear; all part of a systematic number system. You're an itch I can't seem to scratch, an infection I'd gladly take back. Heart is where the home is but who's knocking? Love is the ultimate betrayal of the heart, through it. You've come to take, break, and make what you call home. No more door mat this time; I've taken back the welcome rug. Business not pleasure, this is a business of pleasure. All love, no regrets but I regret this delayed delivery. Take a chance on me, take chances and continue to make advances but you won't let me in; you tell me this is my punishment; a life time's worth of torment. And it all comes back ten fold, both ways, all days, straight from the past through the future. My future is through you. You tell me love is to wait, that life is a game but I'm not playing. The cards that I've laid on the table are only for you to see, there are no tricks up my sleeve. It was always a battle to earn your trust but it seems you would rather resort to actions fueled by lust. And if you were mine you wouldn't have to sleep around because girl, I'd want you all the time. I want you all the time. There's a clock that's ticking in reverse off in a not-so-distant future, there is a silence there that only we can understand. You implicate that my involvement is solely based on a perceptual satisfactory gain; well I'm not playing your game. I'm trying to find my reason through your voice, sing for me. Shades of gold, I'm always blue for you. Speech is limited, words are meaningless when it comes to this but I can't say it enough; you're reflected back at me. Reflection is selfish, honesty is flattery, and truth is pity. She's brighter than the sun, but bright black like heaven; the total eclipse of a cyan aura. No one can touch her and I was burned in an attempt to bring her down.
You tell me that Karma is the price I must pay but it's apart from the vices you commit; this deception is immaculate.

Friday, September 10, 2010

Thursday, September 9, 2010

what concerts have you been to?

Blaqk Audio, Marilyn Manson (with HOURS) , Wednesday (I forget the opening bands lmao) 13, The Birthday Massacre (With Dommin and I Am Ghost) and The Used :D

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Wednesday, September 8, 2010

What was the best advice you've ever received?

That no matter you should be genuine because even if you end up getting shit for it, in the end it's what people appreciate and gravitate towards.

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What did you dream about last night?

Weird freaky things that my psyche is still recovering from that I don't care to talk about....

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If you could attend any concert, what would it be?

asdfhsjfkdjkfj SO MANY<3 IAMX, Amanda Palmer, Kill Hannah, Placebo, etc.

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What do you think about formspring.me so far?

It's alright, I'd like it more if people actually asked me shit....

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How would you describe your style?

Modern, un-generic, and not like anyone else :} I'm not saying it hasn't been done but I can do it better than you.

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What's your middle name?? <3

Laureta ha ha You didn't know that? XD

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